Currently Playing Destination: Beautiful By Mae see related

So I decided to finally write a 'real' entry and talk about my life instead of have lyrics say everything for me.. even though thats not really a bad thing from time to time! : )

well i went and hung out with keith and kevin tonight... which was so much fun. I laughed so much with those boys. we went to guitar center and messed around on some absolutely gorgeous taylors. still kind of heart breaking because I have NO MONEY to buy the new guitar that I need. Mine is broken... well.. I say broken.. the pick up in my guitar doesn't work.. which is so traumatic... because thats my baby!! oh well... I'm still not gettin rid of it. I love it too much!

so work is goin really really really well. I love my job so much! It's so much fun. I did register for the first time today, and was nervous at first, but received compliments from my co-workers telling me how good I was doin... which was awesome. I'm on register again tomorrow... then I have coffee tasting thursday.. then espresso bar on friday!! AHHHH. I'm scared! There's so much to making drinks... but I know its gonna be so much fun. YAY

MAE CONCERT IS TOMORROW!!!! I can't contain myself! Keith and I finalized it tonight... we're drivin to San Francisco tomorrow for the most AMAZING show ever. Although I must say.. it would be absolutely phenomenal if it were Mae, Waking Ashland, Watashi Wa, and Copeland... all in one show.... oh yes.. for sure. I should write a letter to all of the managers saying they should ALL go on tour.. TOGETHER! yes.. indeed I will. so i'm stoked about that concert

hmm... what else is goin on.......Jason! Everything has been goin so well with that boy... its so nice to have someone to talk to again.. haha. its so funny talkin about all the 'shoulda coulda woulda's' from back in the 7th & 8th grade... its just pure comedy. he makes me laugh... haha.. love you jas

anyhoo... thats about it... and its gettin late.. its almost 1... and I gotta be at work by 10! yippee... I've got a long day tomorrow... AND I GET TO GO TO URBAN OUTFITTERS!!!!!!!!!!YAY!!!!!! AND SEE MAE...... ALL IN THE SAME DAY!!!! and I get to go see Sugarcult on Thursday, and Halifax with Emery on Friday.. ahhhh.. what a wonderful week.

until next time.............

Currently Playing Chariot Stripped (Bonus CD) By Gavin DeGraw Follow Through see related

HELLO world! I am in a wonderful mood right now! Although I don't know why... haha.. oh well! I'm about to go see my friend's band play.. which should be cool. Maybe grab some coffee before. oh yes.. sounds wonderful. but I must go get in the shower... I'll be back on later tonight to explain whats up with my life... but this song.. that I leave you with.. (which I have been doing quite a lot lately) is my theme song..... here ya go!

Oh, this is the start of something good
Don't you agree?
I haven't felt like this in so many moons
You know what I mean?
And we can build through this distraction
As we are standing on our feet

So since you want to be with me
You'll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
For you to stick around
I'll see you everyday
But you have to follow through
You have to follow through

These reeling emotions they just keep me alive
They keep me in tune
Oh, look what I‘m holding here in my fire
This is for you
Am I too obvious to preach it
You're so hypnotic on my heart

So since you want to be with me
You'll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
For you to stick around
I'll see you everyday
But you have to follow through
You have to follow through

The words you say to me are unlike anything
That's ever been said
And what you do to me is unlike anything
That's ever been
Am I too obvious to preach it
You're so hypnotic on my heart

So since you want to be with me
You'll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
For you to stick around
I'll see you everyday
So since you want to be with me
You'll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
For you to stick around
I'll see you everyday
But you have to follow through
You have to follow through
You're gonna have to follow
Oh, this is the start of something good
Don't you agree?

Currently Playing Genius Loves Company By Ray Charles see related

this is originally a ray charles song.. and I didn't know it. but I love it. kinda explains a lot..........

You give your hand to me
And then you say hello
And I can hardly speak
My heart is beating so
And anyone can tell
You think you know me well
But you don't know me

No you don't know the one
Who dreams of you at night
And longs to kiss your lips
Longs to hold you tight
Oh I am just a friend
That's all I've ever been
Cause you don't know me

I never knew the art of making love
No my heart aches with love for you
Afraid and shy I let my chance go by
The chance that you might love me too

You give your hand to me
And then you say goodbye
I watch you walk away beside the lucky girl
Oh you will never know
The one who loves you so
Well you don't know me

You give your hand to me
And then you say goodbye
I watch you walk away beside the lucky girl

Oh you will never know
The one who loves you so
Cause you don't know me
Oh no you don't know me
OOhh...you don't know me

Currently Playing No Need to Argue By The Cranberries see related

"Linger"

If you, if you could return, don't let it burn, don't let it fade.

I'm sure I'm not being rude, but it's just your attitude,
It's tearing me apart, It's ruining everything.

I swore, I swore I would be true, and honey, so did you.
So why were you holding her hand? Is that the way we stand?
Were you lying all the time? Was it just a game to you?

But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

Oh, I thought the world of you.
I thought nothing could go wrong,
But I was wrong. I was wrong.
If you, if you could get by, trying not to lie,
Things wouldn't be so confused and I wouldn't feel so used,
But you always really knew, I just wanna be with you.

But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

And I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

Currently Playing Take It All Away By Ryan Cabrera True see related

So yah... ya'll need scratch that last entry... well at least the first part of it! I am so happy right now... I'm on some kind of high... not like a drug high... like a happy high... I'M HIGH ON LIFE MAN! hahaha... no but really.. I am.

Although.. I'm not so thrilled about all the stinkin homework I have to do. That kinda kills my happiness when I think about just how much I have to do................. but only a little part of it! Ain't nothin gonna bring me down. Life is wonderful... I've got a new (revived) friendship.. which is awesome... I'm going back to my favorite state in the world... my home.. I'm goin to the school my sister went to.. I get to have the whole college experience.. YAY. I can't wait. I've got an awesome job right now. and I've gotta show tonight!

speakin of... I've gotta go put a set list together! yikes! anyways... I leave ya'll with this song... that has been playing over and over throughout the duration of my writing of this entry... its a wonderful song... a 'feel good' song if you will. enjoy!

Ryan Cabrera - True

I won’t talk, I won’t breathe

I won’t move till you finally see

That you belong with me

You might think I don’t look

But deep inside the corner of my mind

I’m attached to you

I’m weak, its true

Cause I’m afraid to know the answer

Do you want me to?

Cause my heart keeps falling faster

I’ve waited all my life to cross this line

To the only thing that’s true

So I will not hide

Its time to try anything to be with you

All my life I’ve waited

This is true

You don’t know what you do

Everytime you walk into the room

I’m afraid to move

I’m weak, its true

I’m just scared to know the ending

Do you see me too?

Do you even know you met me?

I’ve waited all my life to cross this line

To the only thing that’s true

So I will not hide

Its time to try anything to be with you

All my life I’ve waited

This is true

I know when I go

I’ll be on my way to you

The way that’s true

I’ve waited all my life to cross this line

To the only thing that’s true

So I will not hide

Its time to try anything to be with you

All my life I’ve waited

This is true